2:37 AM
A long post..
Topic: How much I love my deardear and what do I miss about her when she's not around.
Setter: My deardear
Introduction: So, out of the blue blue sky, my deardear ask me to write about this topic.
And it got to be a long post so here's a 15minutes essay for my deardear, just for her.
How much I love my deardear?
Can love be measured?
If one day, there's really a currency/measure for love, I guess my love for her will be written in 'much' and not 'many'.
It's like asking how much rice are there in a 10kg rice bag and how many rice are there on the spoon.
My love for her is as much as 10million kg of rice bag and it's still increasing.
It will definitely not be as many as what you can find on a spoon.
Nobody, even Albert Einstein, even Da Vinci, are able to come out with a formula to count my love for her because nobody will know even my deardear.
Only I'll know.
But exactly how much?
I don't even know.
All I know is it's a lot a lot to the extent I can feel that the love for her fills every part of my body, spirit and soul.
I feel that my finger tip has the love for her.
I feel that my nose has the love for her.
I feel that my ribcage has the love for her.
I feel that my happiness has the love for her.
I feel that my anger has the love for her.
I feel that my sadness has the love for her.
Every single part of me has the love for her.
I guess what can be equivalent to my love for her is the volume of me as not in my great mass of 67kg but how much and what's in me because everything of me, in me, about me consists the love for her.
Next question which is the last.
What do I miss about my deardear when she's not around.
Okay, firstly, there's two kind of not around generally in our relationship.
Firstly, in webcam only.
Secondly, literally not seeing each other.
But it ain't going to affect what do I miss aobut her though.
Firstly, I'll miss her voice.
Sometimes she don't talk to me even when the webcam is on because she might be angry with me or she might be busy doing some stuffs.
Secondly, I'll miss her sweet smile.
This, too, I might not be able to see it when the webcam is on and she might not be happy too! But I can swear, she has the sweetest smile in the world wide world. Even if she don't get Miss Universe if she participates, she will definitely still be able to get the sweetest smile in the Miss Universe. Her smile are able to melt my heart with an immediate effect!
Thirdly, I'll miss her beautiful face.
When I can't see her, I'll keep imagining her beautiful face and that will make me miss it even more!
Fourthly, I'll miss her cuteness.
Whenever she's being cute infront of the webcam, my heart will melt and I'll be so wanting to hug her. She will make me miss her a lot a lot but in anycase, I really love her loads.
Fifth, I'll miss her cuddleness.
I'm not sure if there's this word cuddleness but whoc ares as long as you get what I'm talking about. She likes to cuddle with me when we're outside. For example, she will grab my arms while walking, sleep on my shoulders, chest or thighs, tight hugs and more! She will seem so fragile when she's in my arms that I swear even when the lightning strikes, I'll still want to block it for her and keep her safe from harm.
Lastly, everything else.
I'll really miss everything else. Her emotions, actions. facial expressions, words..anything and everything about her. Even when I see Hello Kitty, I'll miss her
All of it I'll miss her. Even when I got nothing to do/think, I'll eventually think about her. Even when I'm so preoccupied in doing some stuffs, I'll still think about her.
I'll always miss her, sometimes even when she's right in my eyes.
Jian Hui ended his words.
