Tuesday, January 27, 2009

10:28 AM

Hey man.
Here I am back from heticness
Well, Chinese New Year wasn't @ all exciting. 
In anycase, lemme post a song!
HAHAHAHa!
Aviation You Were My Everything Lyrics 
Songwriters: N/A
[Talking:] 
This goes out to someone that was 
Once the most important person in my life 
I didn’t realize it at the time 
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so 
I don’t really expect you to either 
It’s just... I don’t even know 
Just listen… 

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need 
The one that I gotta have just to succeed 
When I first saw you, I knew it was real 
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel 

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way 
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today 
I remember when I first looked into your eyes 
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies 

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt 
But I didn’t know I made everything worse 
You told me we were crazy in love 
But you didn’t care when push came to shove 

If you loved me as much as you said you did 
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit 
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me 
I loved you with my heart, really and truly 

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared 
When I would run my fingers through your hair 
Late nights, just holding you in my arms 
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong 

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you 
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you 
You’re number one, always in my heart 
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart 

[Chorus:] 
I need you and 
I miss you and 
I want you and 
I love you ‘cause 
I wanna hold you, 
I wanna kiss you 
You were my everything 
And I really miss you [2x] 

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man 
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand 
The thought of that just shatters my heart 
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart 

At times we was off I was scared to show you 
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you 
Without you, everything seems strange 
Your name is forever planted in my brain 

Damn it, I’m insane, 
Take away the pain 
Take away the hurt 
Baby, we can make it work 

What about when you 
Looked into my eyes 
Told me you loved me 
As you would hugged me 

I guess everything you said was a lie 
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes 
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind 
I can see clearly, my love is not blind 

[Chorus:] 
I need you and 
I miss you and 
I want you and 
I love you ‘cause 
I wanna hold you, 
I wanna kiss you 
You were my everything 
And I really miss you [2x] 

[Talking:] 
I just wish everything could have turned out differently 
I had a special feeling about you 
I thought maybe you did too 
You would understand, but… 
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart 
You’ll always be my baby 

Our first day, it seemed so magical 
I remember all the time that I had with you 
Remember when you first came to my house? 
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse 

We hit it off, I knew it was real 
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel 
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there 
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care 

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed? 
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this 
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed 
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess 

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie? 
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy 
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying 
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying 

[Chorus:] 
I need you and 
I miss you and 
I want you and 
I love you ‘cause 
I wanna hold you, 
I wanna kiss you 
You were my everything 
And I really miss you [2x] 

[Talking:] 
And I do miss you 
I just thought we were meant to be 
I guess now, we’ll never know 
The only thing I want is for you to be happy 
Whether it be with me, or without me 
I just want you to be happy


Jian Hui ended his words.


Tuesday, January 20, 2009

10:35 PM

Hey man.
I'm back here popping by to blog just in case i let this blog dies off.
This few days been ultimate hetic man. 
Sunday slept for 4 hours with quite a bad hungover.
Monday slept from 5.30am-6.30am.
Tonight i hope to end it early but with my list of agenda, it ain't gonna look optimistic man.

GOD OH GOD TAKE A HOLD OF ME~~

Matt9:29
"Then He touched their eyes, saying, "According to your faith let it be to you."

Open up my eyes oh Lord.


Jian Hui ended his words.


Saturday, January 17, 2009

11:07 PM


Ultimate stress about this~


Jian Hui ended his words.


Friday, January 16, 2009

1:33 AM

Late nights are bad for the very fact that i'll get hungry.
A big fat pig can't eat supper anymore if not will become bigger fatter pig.

Here's up for people who know me or about to know me.
BEWARE. 
This pig is a recgonize bad friend. 
Befriend with me at your own risk. 
I'm serious!
You will come and go in my life like a flash.
Try it to get hurt alright?

xD


Jian Hui ended his words.


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

10:49 PM

Hey man~
Here's for my 2nd post.

Been shitting and shitting and hell yeah~ i'm going to shit soon~
burning my ass here and there, up and down.
HETIC SHIT~

OH well, xiuyin and mick coming over NYP tml and i shall be their tourguide tml ! 
FUN~
and i love eternal flame.. this song is dope man~


Jian Hui ended his words.


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

9:42 PM

Alright people, after missing so long from blogging, here i am back!
And now, i'm back bigger, fatter therefore, the big fat pig xD
If anybody wants me to link/relink, drop me a tag!
Shall let it be reconstructed!


cafe and park i was there but you wasn't. 
i'll still be there


Jian Hui ended his words.