Tan Jian Hui.

3:25 AM

2MONTHS!

Jian Hui ended his words.

12:10 AM

Topic for today, "tell me about your girlfriend"

Scenario: What if one day a friend of my ask me to tell him/her about my girlfriend.

Cheryl, is simply s-p-e, cial. I was first impressed not by her looks nor figure, but her courage. Her courage for love or even, anything she wants. She doesn’t seems to afraid of anything if she wants to go after for anything or anybody she wants even if it takes a very long time. It is this special spirit that first touched me. The second thing that touched me is also not her looks, nor figure nor hands but it’s her care for me. I still remembered I cut myself after club crawl and immediately, without a word she went to look for clean water, tissue and plaster for me. The way she looked at me, the way she cleaned the wound, it was an immediate touch. I felt she’s the one for me immediately.

Following are other areas that describe my girlfriend not in any particular order. Her smile. It’s simply gorgeous. Okay, people might not think it is, but it is the prettiest smile I can ever seen because of one simple fact, I love her and seeing her smile makes me really happy and therefore, it’s the prettiest smile!

Her voice is a wonder. I could still clearly remember the first time she morning call me made my day. Her voice was sweet and almost immediately, I text her requesting for her to give me morning call every single day and she was most willing. Besides her morning call, her singing is also.. sui ah! I enjoy hearing her singing especially in MP3 because it felt as if she’s right close beside me and whispering the lyrics to me and it warmth my heart and she got a great voice.

How about her looks? Of course, she’s really very pretty in my eyes. But is it only in my eyes? Definitely not. She’s a hot pick among guys (which shows how lucky I am) so of course a lot of guys finds her hot and pretty too. But some people might have a more ‘special’ taste thus not thinking she’s pretty so I’ll just keep her pretty in my eyes can already. Furthermore, she got a great figure which makes her hot.

She’s also actually a very good cook. Okay, despite the fact I only ate before her sandwiches and noodles, but it’s enough to prove her cooking skills. She made egg sandwich, otah sandwich, tuna sandwich, cup noodles and sheng mian for me before and I enjoyed all of it totally.

To my surprise, she’s a very filial daughter and grand-daughter too. Because before I actually know her, she looks very party girl, giving me an impression that she’s not very ‘guai’ but when I really get to know her, know how she talk to her mum and grandparents, It was an ultimate pleasant surprise. I thought she will be like so rude to her mum but can see she really love her mum a lot.

She’s also quite efficient despite her procrastination habit even when it comes to pee. Whenever she needs to do something that she wants to do, she could do it really quick and of good quality.

Putting all these into simpler words, she’s one of a kind and only mine and I love her really a lot.

WORDS: 571

Oh ya! Now is 28th June which marks the 2nd month !

HAPPY 2ND MONTH!!

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR!!!

ALL MY HEART!!!!

Jian Hui ended his words.

12:38 PM

Michael Jackson Died. Age of 50. Cardiac Arrest.

Deardear still not online and I'm leaving house already...

Jian Hui ended his words.

11:54 PM

AH HUM AH HUM AH HUM AH HUM HUM~

WTH~

Okay fine.

Today is a fruitless yet fruitful day!

Fruitless = no work done.

Fruitful = managed to spend one full day with my deardear.

So, woke up and chatted on the phone without having my teeth brushed and obviously (i don't know why i use this word obviously), she didn't brush her teeth too.

Chatted till eleven plus and took cab down to her house to accompany her.

So I literally slacked, chilled, rot while she do her project with Meizhen, Allan and Yanqing.

Then they played Mahjong after they finished so I was behind Meizhen helping her out cause I think that's her first time playing.

Auntie came back and she took over Cheryl's while Cheryl and I go for a dinner quest.
<>

Wanted to order pizza but estimated waiting time is an hour so we dropped the idea and went to

'dabao' Macdonalds.

So off we went to order for everybody!

While waiting for our orders to be prepared, deardear saw a tray of fries and coke and she thought it's for us and she took one fries and put at my mouth.
I took a bite and realised we ordered takeaway so that can't be for us so I told her that is not for us and I began to laugh and she did not know what to do with the remaining fries, she just pop it into her mouth.

The top silliest thing she did in this month man.

So went back to eat Macdonalds with everybody and were talking and talking.

Then we came across the topic about ghost and asked Yanqing and MeiZhen if they know what is behind them.

Both of them got a shocked but Auntie just told them it's the glass and they all got quite sian diao.
It was a very fun chat la..enjoyable dinner ^^

And here I am, HOME!

editted

I can't get to sleep till now.

I didn't know what to do nor what to say.

Both of us are afraid of losing each other, both of us are afraid that we won't last.

I'm really angry at myself for not being capable enough.

I'm really angry at myself for not being able to give you the best assurance.

I'm really angry at myself for not being able to keep you happy at all times.

I'm really angry at myself for not being able to protect you 24/7

I'm really angry at myself for not being able to understand you completely and know what you are thinking at all times

I'm really angry at myself for not being able to protect your feelings from hurt.

I'm really angry at all the tears you shed.

I'm really angry at all the sacrifice you've made for me.

I'm really angry..

I wish I can smash myself to death with my bare hands...

Jian Hui ended his words.

1:23 AM

Special request (as usual from my deardear)

Hmmmm...

Sunday sunday

very wonderful

celebrated my brother and my daddy birthday

but the wonderful part is my deardear was present to!

Bought a card each for both of them and wrote a small note.

Signed off with 2 signatures.

Mine and cheryl's.

and cheryl i put future-daughter-in-law and future shao zi

Super shiok!

Yes it will happen!

OH!

Monday monday....

SUCK

Cause it's a no-cheryl-day.

Holiday is kinda bad actually

Can't actually meet up everyday.
So i went to school at around 3 to complete the BIA Assignment.
Met Kelvin for dinner.

That stupid bloody bitch, never talk for 2 days, see me, keep talking keep talking till he literally got tired.

But well, I'm glad I can be his listener.
And furthermore, I'm glad he treats me more than a friend(nothing of that sort) just that he can share things with me easily.

Tuesday ah!!

Real sweet real nice~

Let me say this in detail !!

Woke up at 6 and sehkor on my bed.

6.40am deardear called and we chatted till 735.

Went to bathe and rushed out with my adidas bag, 77thstreet singlet, kappa shorts, adi shoe.

Adi bag contains...

1. One big bag of lays

2. 2 packets of mee goreng maggie

3. a set of clothes

4. wallet

5. phone

6. key

Left house @ 8am.

Wanted to go NTUC to get some stuffs but it was not yet opened so went straight to Serangoon.

Went to a Petrol Kiosk and got Gardenia Milk Bread.

*****I'M TAKING SO LONG TO POST A BLOG!!****

Went down to a market near chomp chomp to get watermelon.

It was massive big.
7KG plus which cost me $9! HAHAHAHA

Walked from chompchomp to her house.

It started drizzling and then pouring.

Reached, drenched.

Took a quick shower and started to prepare food!

First up, Tuna Sandwich.

Auntie began to teach me how to stir fry the tuna.
Put chilli, butter, garlic, fish oil and etc.. fry together!

Then spread it on the bread with butter.

Next, Japanese Curry Rice.
Put the whole pack into boiling water and let it boil for 5mins.

Pour it on the rice.
Then, maggie mee, JUST COOK ONLY!
Watermelon cut 1/4 and wrapped it up.

SET OFF ! Went to hougang interchange to take bus 89.

Reached and got a spot near the playground.

Started eating!!

Deardear fed me most of it and I was so bloated.

The massive watermelon almost killed us too!

(Photos might be up on deardear's blog)

Went to play swing.
I almost vomited.

It was horrible.
Then seesaw~

Deardear was so afraid but love it a lot too because her ass could leave the seat for like 10cm before landing on it. (OUCH)

Went for cycling.

Was considering, single or double bike..Just nice auntie called!

Deardear then ask her and auntie said take double because in future our route also must walk with 2 person.

So, we took the double one!

Our ass hurt like crazy after around 15km of cycling.

But it was sweet chatting and singing along the way.

Returned the bike and deardear bought bubble and blew it along the way while walking.

Went for a tour at some place and went to Tampinese Mall to walk walk and back!

Yesterdayyyyyy~

Went to deardear house with mee soto, mee rebus and yam paste.

Ate and chill while waiting for yanqing and allan to come before I go off to Jurong to get some stuffs done.

Went off! Rotted the whole journey to and fro.

Went back and slept and ate and helped meizhen and chatted awhile before having dinner/supper.

Went to hougang mall for LJS and back!

TODAY

NON-CHERYL DAY

SUCK TO THE CORE

SUCK TO THE MAX

SHIT.

Well, cya soon deardear!!

Jian Hui ended his words.

12:06 AM

Okay, I finally get to blog.

Been exactly one week since I blogged!
Was kinda busy these few days so TADA!

I'm back...

So below are photos of Tuesday!

Shut up in tutorial room.

Opps. So big

Kuay Chup party

Look @ Kelvin's epic face!

I look so bengggg

And a cheese for you

Bubble tea rocks

HMMMPH~ nobody touches my girl!

Opps, i never scold u deardear

Ugly smile

AH! Chihwei and BoonKeong behind so scary!

Cam Cam Cam!

Mwacks! Love ya deardear

ehh..speechless

Okay end of photos bombard !

Wednesday was Cheryl day.

After lesson went to Bishan to get strings.

Then to Bugis to get her topshop member's card.

Wanted to go to Geylang for Oyster Meesua but was too lazy thus went to plaza sing to walk walk.

After that sent her home.

SO NOTHING MUCH!

Went home did a drawing for her but shall not post the pic cause I shy.

Maybe Deardear will blog it out.

Thursday Thursday..

what ah...

lessons after lessons after lessons

After that went down to Youth Camp for a short while.

Kinda regretted going actually.

Had a lot of thoughts and feelings which spoilt my mood totally.

Do I still suppose to belong there?

After all I've done?

After all the damages I've done..

It's kinda hard to face everybody but well..what's got to be done, got to be done.

Whenever I go to church, cellgroup or any church event, the people I see are not person but different souls in them.

I see souls which I had given hope to and slowly lose out..

I see souls which I had brought them through tough times..

I see souls of rise and fall in their life with me..

but no longer.

Oh well!!!

Friday!

After school went to Penisula to get my guitar strings.
Deardear got her headphone from Headphone Gallery from Funan.

Went for Yakun toast and egg.

Almond drink.

Fort Canning walk around.

Chippy Fried Mars Bar and sent her home!

Wanted to help her mummy fix her webcam but she needs to use the comp so in the end, I stayed for dinner before I left.

AND NOW!

SATURDAY!

Just came back from school.

Was quite pissed but well, now nothing le.

Jasmine told me to reach @ 9am so I reached at 9.10am.
She reached at 1045!

SEH KOR!

But nvm la, she today also super suay.

Came across a very old email which got me thinking..

Here are a few reasons
why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

(She still got her sweet Anna Sui perfume ^^)
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
(Yeah, I'm quite amazed by this!)
3. How cute they look when they sleep
(HAHA! Definitely though some unglam)
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
(Yeah, it's just nice)
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
(With her around it's always right)
6. How cute they are when they eat
(Eh, sometimes it's really cute and funny!)
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
(Yeah she really takes very long but always turn up gorgeous)
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
(Yeah she melts me)
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
(Yeah, even in her PJ)
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
(Hahaha, she don't fish for me to say she's most beautiful but usually she will ask me "LI HAI BAHHH")
11. How cute they are when they argue
(And I always lose^^)
12. The way her hand always finds yours
(Amazing)
13. The way they smile
(Charms)
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
(Haven't had a big fight yet i think)
15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....
(HAHA! Haven't happen yet)
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
(Yeah, ultimate shiok!)
17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
(Sweetttt)
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
(True ahh)
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
(My heart literally melts for her)
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
(No la, cry never apologize but laugh at herself)
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
(Hahahah~ Sometimes it does hurt)
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt.(even though we don't admit it)!

(So true!)

23. The way they say 'I miss you'
(Beautiful)
24. The way you miss them
(Tortue)
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not.
Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you.. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart..
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.Only felt.

(AMEN)

Jian Hui ended his words.

9:47 PM

Just now went out with my mumy at around 5.
She said Yew Tee got a new shopping mall and she would like to check it out.

Had Mee Siam and it was really good despite the ugly look of it.

First look i told my mum,"The soup machiam not nice sial"

Drank the soup i was like, "MMM MMM MMM!!"

Okay then went to Jurong Point to walk around.
Found an everlast bag which is very pretty and almost bought it but just ain't got the mood so, I MISSED A BAG!

Almost bought a Levi's 501 Jeans too but pity is there isn't any size.
Ain't my day!

SIAN!

Hahahahahah!

And and and, missing somebody is actually quite nice because it's so happy to see the person that I miss!

Loves!~~

ps: vomitted my dinner and it stinked!

Jian Hui ended his words.

1:59 PM

Ultimate Seh-kor day to me.

It's a Saturday and I'm staying home wide awake!

It's not as if I'm sleepy and need rest or what.

But I'm just staying home on a Saturday afternoon.

OMG

Deardear going to AMK Hub with her mum and grandparents and thus she sent me this MMS.

A pretty her.

This the bear who made me jealous ):

Like when I wanna hug her and she's hugging this bear!!!

HAHAHA.

I know I got people out there reading who doesn't tag!

I know there's people out there who thinks my blog is cheesy.

But well, honestly, if you don't like it, 0 offend, can don't read.
This blog is really just for her!

Was on the phone with her yesterday night.
Told her a lot of stuffs.

It was really sweet but the really shit was that she cried.

Just want you to know, Miss Cheryl Seow, 28042016 will be the best day of our lives.
I can't give you a 100% but I can tell you that I'll make sure I'll do my very best to make it happen!

Count on me ;)

Jian Hui ended his words.

12:13 AM

Deardear waited for me after school for my proj to end and she got so bored.
Boredom wakes someone's artistic genes, and thus she started drawing..

On Mr Kelvin's hand.

This the final product

A demonstration of how to put make up on the eye.

A little touch up by me.

A snap after watching Xinyi Hongjie Ida and Yanjie group role play presentation.

I seriously don't know what to say and since this is the channel for deardear to know my thoughts and feelings, and things that I wanna let her know but left unspoken, I'll just have something for her.

Although I can do a lot of things, it's not everything.

But I'm willing to forsake everything just to be able to do one thing.

That is to always keep you smiling.

For now, I can't do it but i'll strive to do so!

To love is as if having a glimpse of heaven...

It is to say that to be able to love you, it's so good as if I'm looking at heaven which is super nice~

Something like that la....-,-

Loves

Jian Hui ended his words.

9:59 PM

Ah yeah, I'm back... TO LIFE! Okay fine fine~~

Tomorrow there's BIA test and I've not yet touched a single bit when it's already 10pm now!!
Okay I'm busy right now blogging and downloading songs so give me few more mins!