2:37 AM
A long post..
Topic: How much I love my deardear and what do I miss about her when she's not around.
Setter: My deardear
Introduction: So, out of the blue blue sky, my deardear ask me to write about this topic.
And it got to be a long post so here's a 15minutes essay for my deardear, just for her.
How much I love my deardear?
Can love be measured?
If one day, there's really a currency/measure for love, I guess my love for her will be written in 'much' and not 'many'.
It's like asking how much rice are there in a 10kg rice bag and how many rice are there on the spoon.
My love for her is as much as 10million kg of rice bag and it's still increasing.
It will definitely not be as many as what you can find on a spoon.
Nobody, even Albert Einstein, even Da Vinci, are able to come out with a formula to count my love for her because nobody will know even my deardear.
Only I'll know.
But exactly how much?
I don't even know.
All I know is it's a lot a lot to the extent I can feel that the love for her fills every part of my body, spirit and soul.
I feel that my finger tip has the love for her.
I feel that my nose has the love for her.
I feel that my ribcage has the love for her.
I feel that my happiness has the love for her.
I feel that my anger has the love for her.
I feel that my sadness has the love for her.
Every single part of me has the love for her.
I guess what can be equivalent to my love for her is the volume of me as not in my great mass of 67kg but how much and what's in me because everything of me, in me, about me consists the love for her.
Next question which is the last.
What do I miss about my deardear when she's not around.
Okay, firstly, there's two kind of not around generally in our relationship.
Firstly, in webcam only.
Secondly, literally not seeing each other.
But it ain't going to affect what do I miss aobut her though.
Firstly, I'll miss her voice.
Sometimes she don't talk to me even when the webcam is on because she might be angry with me or she might be busy doing some stuffs.
Secondly, I'll miss her sweet smile.
This, too, I might not be able to see it when the webcam is on and she might not be happy too! But I can swear, she has the sweetest smile in the world wide world. Even if she don't get Miss Universe if she participates, she will definitely still be able to get the sweetest smile in the Miss Universe. Her smile are able to melt my heart with an immediate effect!
Thirdly, I'll miss her beautiful face.
When I can't see her, I'll keep imagining her beautiful face and that will make me miss it even more!
Fourthly, I'll miss her cuteness.
Whenever she's being cute infront of the webcam, my heart will melt and I'll be so wanting to hug her. She will make me miss her a lot a lot but in anycase, I really love her loads.
Fifth, I'll miss her cuddleness.
I'm not sure if there's this word cuddleness but whoc ares as long as you get what I'm talking about. She likes to cuddle with me when we're outside. For example, she will grab my arms while walking, sleep on my shoulders, chest or thighs, tight hugs and more! She will seem so fragile when she's in my arms that I swear even when the lightning strikes, I'll still want to block it for her and keep her safe from harm.
Lastly, everything else.
I'll really miss everything else. Her emotions, actions. facial expressions, words..anything and everything about her. Even when I see Hello Kitty, I'll miss her
All of it I'll miss her. Even when I got nothing to do/think, I'll eventually think about her. Even when I'm so preoccupied in doing some stuffs, I'll still think about her.
I'll always miss her, sometimes even when she's right in my eyes.
Jian Hui ended his words.
10:53 PM
Spent my whole hella day here.
Taylormade taylormade.
Today is Tuesday thus super quiet.
Did returns of all those unwanted stupid dumb ass clothes..
Stupid boring day...
No money is the root of all evil. I hate evil.
Jian Hui ended his words.
6:59 PM
This morning woke up and rushed off to Serangoon!
Went to a children's home with Miss Kwa (0802PM), Deardear, Allan, Stanley, Yanqing, Meizhen, LinLong and ZhienYi.
It was an experience and some of them are really adorable but some of them, notorious.
I wish I have enough money so that I can go full time social work sometimes.
I would really love to help those kids and see them succeed in life seriously.
Some are really very smart and I wish the best for them!
After the children's home trip, went to amk hub to arcade a little and had Mos Burger.
That's really all for today..Really nothing much.
Presenting to you.....
My temporaily tattoo~ Mr Smiley!!
I shan't explain how does this smiley comes about, as it takes little common sense to guess it.
I just want to say I love you forever and I'll smile for you happily no matter what it takes.
I love you girl.
Jian Hui ended his words.
12:34 AM
Yeah spent my whole day out with my deardear today and it was wonderful.
The time was really indeed great but a pity, short.
I simply hope the date won't end!
Nevertheless, this is one of the presents I received.
Certificate of Recognition for being the world's best deardear.
I'm seriously flattered.
Okay probably the world's best deardear because maybe not a lot people got this pet name but I'm sure I'm definitely not the best boyfriend but i'll strive to be!
The first picture is when I was cutting pizza.
It was on the 7th of April if I'm not wrong.
Had pizza hut but she had difficulty eating because she injured her mouth quite badly thus I cut the pizza into bite size for her so that she can eat faster.
The second picture is when we were riding bicycle together.
We were considering whether should we ride a 2 seater or 1 seater.
Just nice her mum called so we casually asked her.
She said we should take 2 seater because 未来的路也是两个人一起走.
I'll never forget this thus we took the 2 seater and I ride very hard as she gets tired fast.
So off we went to Shangri La Hotel this afternoon to have our lunch!
Went to a restaurant called The Line to have a buffet lunch.
Yummy
I think I look so cute in this picture
And here is my pretty lady eating with me!
Yeah I told you!! IT'S THE LINE! You know...use ruler....
$145.95...
It's quite costly but it's worth it for the food, the place and most importantly, the person who's sitting in front of me.
Eating with the girl I love most, eating with such a pretty girl, made the bill so worth it!
Went for a walk and off to Bottle Tree Park to prawn again!!
Bought two bottles of beer..
Feeding my deardear the chicken wing..
Look at that!!
It's really yummy...
Must try!!
Our total catch! 14 prawns!!
Yeah and that's how I spent my day.
I really appreciate deardear spending the whole day with me on my birthday.
She got so tired when she reached home.
Thank you deardear.
And of course the presents!
1. Blogskin
2. Certificate
3. T-Shirt (Will take photo the next time I wear it, it's really cute)
4. Necklace (Photos up soon too)
5. Bracelet (I lost it in less than 5 hours!! Super sad about it. I'm so sorry deardear it slipped off my hand. Super guilty and super sad about it. But deardear said she will buy another one for me. So sweet.)
But really thanks a lot deardear.
You've completed my birthday.
It's really fabulous with you.
I love you.
I really wish you will spend my birthdays till my death day.
I love you.
Jian Hui ended his words.
9:51 AM
12:00AM my deardear ask me to go to my blog..
To my pleasant surprise, A NEW BLOG SKIN!!
So happy~~
And before she show me she gave me clue...
She imitate a cat, a head and flying...
Which is Mao Tou Ying...The owl..
Super cute!!
Thank you deardear~
I love you a lot!!!
It's a very nice blog skin seriously~!
Good morning!!
Well, ain't that good though.
Wanted to wake up at 9am but got up at 8.45am instead.
All because of a stupid tummy ache~
Yesterday night had a mega mc spicy before I sleep.
Guess that caused my agony.
Ass burnt and bled.
So sad.
I miss my deardear.
The more I look at this blogskin the more happy I am with it!
Shiok!
Looking forward to later!
Will post about it maybe tonight or tomorrow!
Goodbye world!
Jian Hui ended his words.
5:30 PM
Yeah man!
Yesterday was a complete day out with my girl!
It's our first time ever in our 4month plus relationship that we're going to catch a movie JUST THE BOTH OF US!
Cheerios!
So took some pics in the train~...
But well, we took our seats but before we sit down, i was hesistating but well, my girl is fast so I just sat beside her.
And i ask her, of all the seats, why did you choose this..darting my eyes to my right..
And that's the reason why...
NICE SMELLING ARMPIT
I look like I'm going to die~ My lips is so white!
My girl is kissing a dying man!
And the dying man kiss back
Scary!~
I'm not chloe~~~~
My girl is so cute she deserves a kiss!
I'm small, she's big!
Love to hug my girl!
So went to Plaza Singapuraaaaaa.
Had great lunch although we did not sit down and slowly eat.
We had Chippy!
Fried Mars Bar, Sausage with Mash Potatoes, Cheesy Curry Chicken!
Wanted to catch blood ties but we could not catch it cause it's M18 and my birthday is still few days away..
So went to the Cathay Taylormade to look for Jason while he was working to ask him help me buy from the Cathay.
But well, the Cathay doesn't have the show thus off to Plaza Singapura.
Stupid GV~ Need two valid IC thus we decided not to watch blood ties.
Changed our mind and watched G-FORCE!
Super cute movie~
Went for a walk around Fort Canning and had dinner at the FoodCourt in Plaza Singapura.
Eating is always our favourite hobby!
Had Tom Yum U-Mian and it was super spicy to the extent of NUMB~
Well enjoyed the whole day and I love my girl!
Done-ed!
BYE!!!!!!!
Jian Hui ended his words.
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Jian Hui ended his words.
10:47 PM
Oh yeah, here I am back to blog after yesterday.
Was working just now with Mr Peter and well, interesting working experience.
Well, whole day was thinking about deardear though.
Miss her super loads and well, 2 pictures to share!
This is hers.
This is mine!
THANKS DEARDEAR for this wallpaper.
I really love it a lot a lot.
You're the best!
Anyway, thinking of changing my blog soon!
Jian Hui ended his words.
10:46 PM
Hehehehs, my deardear ask me to blog so here I am!
Guess I'll do a few updates first then since it's been so long I've blogged.
Firstly, I hate holidays!!
For a few reasons..
1. I can't get to see my deardear everyday cause she can't go out everyday.
2. I need to work.
3. I'll spend more money outside.
4. I'll need to think of places to go.
5. It's kinda boring.
In conclusion, I rather go to school everyday.
It's so much better.
There's still friends and classmates.
Secondly, I think I'm becoming very weak.
I've been having constant giddyness recently.
It gets even worst after a long day out or I didn't have a good night sleep.
Sometimes I'll even feel nauseous and vomit a bit if it gets worst.
I think I'm going to visit the doctor to say Hello! if I don't get well by Tuesday.
If anybody has a similar symptons, please share with me what's the problem with the tagboard. (:
Lastly, I'm really loving my deardear more and more each day!
She's really drawing me closer and closer to her.
And at this very very moment, she's saying I don't love her.
She's saying she can't see how much I love her.
Wo de tian ah.
But I really love her.
She's really a 101 marks girlfriend.
Okay, for today is super hetic.
Went out early morning (hmmm..not very early though..10am) to ICA Building to collect my passport.
This is the super ugly product of my passport.
My photo looks as if its somebody from 'Crime Watch'.
Nevertheless, immediately, I went to HP Service Centre to get my laptop.
HP Service is really rather good.
I lost a down arrow and they changed the whole set of keyboard for me.
So now I'm typing on a brand new keyboard on an old laptop.
It feels kinda nice.
And they changed my whole monitor too so I got an old monitor connected to an old motherboard.
But one thing I'm rather disappointed is they don't provide free reformatting which gives me a bit of problem now when I want to reformat.
Reason, later.
Next, rushed back to Vivo City to meet my mum.
Initially was planning to meet at Food Republic when she called and tell me she's lost.
She's near Ya Kun Toast.
I cracked my head and kept thinking Vivo City's Ya Kun Toast is at where and finally, I found it at Harbourfront Centre.
So ate at a food court near there.
Walked past Montagut and my mum saw a polo which is orange in colour and she likes it so she wanted to buy for me.
In the end, bought 2 Polos, 2 boxes of briefs and a jacket for myself and a white Polo for my dad.
Can't even believe I can get so many things from this 'Uncle Brand' shop.
Next, CK TANGS.
NOTHING!
Next, CHINATOWN OG.
NOTHING!
Except a strange pants for my deardear from my mum!
I call it a 'legging jeans'
It's super tight fit, soft material like leggings but looks like jeans.
And I chose the bling bling for her.
It's 'LOLITA PARTY!'
LOLS
Next, OG ORCHARD.
NOTHING.
Then went to PastaMania at Sunplaza.
I was dead beat by then thus the food ain't tasty to me.
Then my mum went HangTen.
Bloody Hell!
Go there buy so many things.
She bought 3 Berms to wear @ home.
1 white shirt for me wear shuang.
1 pair of socks.
Then she went to a Boutique shop to collect her morning shopping.
So I go back carrying all these shoppings like an Auntie!
And here are the stupid stuffs that was bought.
10 briefs!!
The polos looks kinda uncle though..
That's all folks!
Love you deardear!
Geisha or Lolita....
Jian Hui ended his words.
Spent my whole hella day here.
The first picture is when I was cutting pizza.
I think I look so cute in this picture
And here is my pretty lady eating with me!
Yeah I told you!! IT'S THE LINE! You know...use ruler....
Ate a lot but only took photo of the Paper Prata...very yummy
And deardear's favourite, DESSERTS!
And here's the bill.
Bought two bottles of beer..
Feeding my deardear the chicken wing..
Look at that!!
Our total catch! 14 prawns!!
I look like I'm going to die~ My lips is so white!
My girl is kissing a dying man!
And the dying man kiss back
Scary!~
I'm not chloe~~~~
My girl is so cute she deserves a kiss!
I'm small, she's big!
Love to hug my girl!
