11:54 PM
AH HUM AH HUM AH HUM AH HUM HUM~
WTH~
Okay fine.
Today is a fruitless yet fruitful day!
Fruitless = no work done.
Fruitful = managed to spend one full day with my deardear.
So, woke up and chatted on the phone without having my teeth brushed and obviously (i don't know why i use this word obviously), she didn't brush her teeth too.
Chatted till eleven plus and took cab down to her house to accompany her.
So I literally slacked, chilled, rot while she do her project with Meizhen, Allan and Yanqing.
Then they played Mahjong after they finished so I was behind Meizhen helping her out cause I think that's her first time playing.
Auntie came back and she took over Cheryl's while Cheryl and I go for a dinner quest.
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Wanted to order pizza but estimated waiting time is an hour so we dropped the idea and went to
'dabao' Macdonalds.
So off we went to order for everybody!
While waiting for our orders to be prepared, deardear saw a tray of fries and coke and she thought it's for us and she took one fries and put at my mouth.
I took a bite and realised we ordered takeaway so that can't be for us so I told her that is not for us and I began to laugh and she did not know what to do with the remaining fries, she just pop it into her mouth.
The top silliest thing she did in this month man.
So went back to eat Macdonalds with everybody and were talking and talking.
Then we came across the topic about ghost and asked Yanqing and MeiZhen if they know what is behind them.
Both of them got a shocked but Auntie just told them it's the glass and they all got quite sian diao.
It was a very fun chat la..enjoyable dinner ^^
And here I am, HOME!
editted
I can't get to sleep till now.
I didn't know what to do nor what to say.Both of us are afraid of losing each other, both of us are afraid that we won't last.
I'm really angry at myself for not being capable enough.
I'm really angry at myself for not being able to give you the best assurance.
I'm really angry at myself for not being able to keep you happy at all times.
I'm really angry at myself for not being able to protect you 24/7
I'm really angry at myself for not being able to understand you completely and know what you are thinking at all times
I'm really angry at myself for not being able to protect your feelings from hurt.
I'm really angry at all the tears you shed.
I'm really angry at all the sacrifice you've made for me.
I'm really angry..
I wish I can smash myself to death with my bare hands...
Jian Hui ended his words.
